It's only been a few days, but things are already so different. Our entire relationship is changing. I was warned by others, I knew it was coming, but it still hurts nonetheless.
It's hard going from talking all day long, seeing them each morning/night, being a part of their daily life.... To maybe a text hear or there with one word answers or short messages. I have no idea what he is doing, who he's with, how he feels, nothing.
This is such a huge adjustment. When all I really want/need to hear him say is he misses me and that this hurts him just as much as it hurts me. I know he's probably trying to deal in his own tough guy way, but I'm not amused. I haven't heard from him today but that he was on his way to breakfast this morning and I am trying to go to bed without feeling upset and needy.
I miss him so much it hurts. It seems like he is going about his life, like nothing happened. Calm, cool and collected. Looks like it's time for me to do the same. I'm ready for my girls weekend.
Oh well, another day down, one day closer.
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